Attention? Appreciation ? Flattery? Validation?

I want to be my own boss..
I want to do what I like to do..
I DONT want to care about any one else's opinion/wish/judgement..
These are my favourite lines.. Or atleast I think I pretend they are.

Then WHY ?
Why why why the hell does it matter so damn-freaking-much to me what some people think? Although, this domain of people affecting my value is not big, It is still NON-ZERO.
I hate it.
I hate it.
I hate it.

Stupid-hollow lines of flattery from these people make my skin glow, make me grin like a freaking dumbass!
And when this group does not recognize what I do, It makes me angry, it makes me frustrated, I hate their taste, I hate their lack of interest in me..
So, much so, although sometimes, I regain my composure quickly, I do feel like everything I do is worthless! YEAY !! kudos to my self-esteem!!

About Borat

This is amazing. How people can pay and watch a guy crapping about people/countries/races/cultures.. It is weird and morbidly fascinating at the same time.
I saw the movie.. I thought that the idea was novel.. and quite smart.. but why does the quality of entertainment have to plunge SO low in order to entertain people? why does every show nowadays have to be a freak show?
Ofcourse no one would be entertained by uneventful movies.. but you dont have to exploit the cheapest sense of humour in order to make people..

The idea of the movie shows that clearly, the cleverness has not died.. but still it needs the crutches of below the belt action to keep the money rolling in.
THe idea could have been used to address/mock the supposed "american ignorance" about issues that are really worth issuing. I can imagine a million awkward questions that can be asked about their knowledge in communism, foreign affairs, the people's ignorance about other countries.. it did not HAVE to be "sexy time" with mother in law or carrying potty in to a dinner.. Indecency ruined the idea and the point of the movie.

I dont know.. I am deeply disturbed by the movie.. and sad that a whole country not only accepts the cheapness but rewards the guy with millions of dollars... Prince says that different people.. different tastes.. and so why am i bothered? I dont know.. I cant quite put my finger on it.. but it is disturbing.. very disturbing..

Hey some pics

Although i was limping all the time due to my bad knee, this motor bike show was very enjoyable. we got to saw some of the sexiest bikes on earth.. also, we got to see some of the most weathered riders.. and some of the strongest cult followings.. It was cute that men and women of all ages are huddling up in same colored t-shirts and pins and weird regalia.. they were cute, and yet spooky. There were some men who were 50 or so and looked like they could live another hundred before complaining of a cold! They sat on REALLY over sized bikes..and the bikes seemed to humble (if there is a verb like that) some how! Here are some pictures..

From It is Che time!

This is one aspect of America that is really attractive to me..

You are my wings..

Come with me my dearest,
I want to fly a world with you..
I want to swerve the gorges,
soar the heights, build a nest with you..

I want to huddle on a damp branch
watch the rain fall on your plumes..
drops trying vainly to soak you soft..
and then, I want to plunge in to the small clear puddles
and shake the drowsy numbness off

I want to watch from heights the world playing,
tiring, and sleeping after the day..
I want to hop a little, skip a little,
hope a little, for the home that we share..

Out in the wild, with you by my side,
feeling at home,in the endless skies
curled up by your fire, fuzzy with laze,
still feeling the freedom in your eyes..